So I know that this post has been widely anticipated....well maybe not widely, but as my first post I feel like I will be letting the blogging community down. As I first planned I was going to produce a post in which I was going to try and rival my dear friend and co-founder of this blog Capt. J. but due to recent events I am not in the mood to produce such a great piece of art. What happened was I recently got fired from my job, and for the past week or so i have been thinking...what makes people make the choices that they make even though they know the choice is the wrong choice. It really still doesn't make any sense to me and I cant make any sense of what I did. Now while what I did wasn't illegal or unethical, it was a mistake that cost me my job, in fact it was a great job, one that allowed me to go to work whenever I wanted, good pay and weekends off. To be honest I don't even know where this post will end up, my thoughts are so scattered it amazes me that i get the occasional sentence onto the screen. But what I do know is that I have changed, I never used to believe that one experience could change a persons life and how they live it drastically, but from the moment that I lost my job, my perspective has changed and i now feel that I can accomplish so many more things once i apply my full potential. well thats about it right now, my thoughts are jumbled and i cant get anymore out into words so i will post again soon and elaborate on my current job search.

Love, TP